I am Jonah

January 30, 2009

costarica-butterfly-cocoon-743236frozen field

The description under this picture has a profound significance for me in this season of my journey–in limbo between school and work, child and adult, past and future: “We each must enter into the belly of the whale and risk being spilled forth on unfamiliar shores. Resting in the body of the whale is just one letter away from resting in the body of the whole.”  

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I like this carving because it is reminiscent of a child in the womb.  I feel like an unborn child these days, being knit together in the darkness, waiting quietly in the secure warmth of the Mother for the birthing pains to come.  Sue Monk Kidd writes of being both the pregnant mother and the unborn child as we undergo transformation.  

Both figures learn the same lesson–that waiting, far from the passive negation of responsibility and participation, can be the most active part of our spiritual journeys; it is during the waiting that we are moved, and it is only through the waiting that we can ever arrive at another place. This being still is what reveals God’s character to us, even as we reach new depths of our own.  I’ve been looking for an image to help me define my journey.  The cocoon, the winter-frozen field, and this carving that seems at once the whale and the womb–these are the creative expressions of my dark night of the soul.  What are yours?

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2 Responses to “I am Jonah”

  1. Anonymous said

    The dark night of the soul is so profound when you are in it. The dryness and darkness are so real, yet so is God’s work in that period. It is in that time that God does such deep work inside. Well written.

  2. Mike said

    First blog I read after wakeup from sleep today!

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    Are you tension? panic?

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